.. well i barely ever get on this thing anymore .. and i am just sittin around getting ready for work and lookin for a PSP for Lou .. hopefully i can find one .. but i posted this on my myspace .. but also wanted to post it on here .. since i dont really ever get on here and post ..

.. my dad was talkin to me and my sister the other day .. and he got me thinkin .. he said .. " if you can count the number of best friends you have on both your hands .. your lucky .. how many can you count ? " .. it didnt take long for me to count .. but my little sisters answer was " i can count more than that " .. and my dad said " your very lucky " .. and then he looked at me .. this was the odd moment .. at the very same time .. me and my dad both said .. " i can only count one " .. dad kinda just chuckled a little and he said that his was my mom and thats all he needed .. and my answer was .. well .. Lou .. i told him that is the only person i need .. and he was just like " there you go " .. i really dont trust anybody anymore .. maybe its just cause i think too much into detail .. i read too much into people .. or i just see how they really work .. but who cares .. a lot of the people that i once considered friends .. just really are not called that in my book anymore .. i might say friends .. but majority of them are " associates " .. Lou is my everything .. and i failed to recognize that at one point in time .. but i was given a second chance .. and i thank god for that .. i really dont know where i would be without him .. i would do anything and more for him .. he is my heart and soul .. my boyfriend .. my love .. but most of all .. and most importantly .. he is my best friend and i love him with all my heart ..

.. i love you baby ..

.. yup .. he is my everything .. well .. havent been up to much lately .. just hanging out with Lou like always .. and working .. went to his regional track meet on saturday with Ashley at Pincrest .. it was fun .. and now they get to go to state this saturday which is at A&T and i really really really wanna go .. i wanna surprise him .. but that wont happen unless a mircale comes along and i get saturday off from work .. its not a big deal .. i just like to go and support him .. i think he really deserves it .. and i just want to show him that im always going to be there for him .. always .. yup .. but i doubt im going to go to that .. im probably just going to work a double cause he probably wont be back till later .. then he works alllll day sunday .. yuck .. i work everyday but sunday .. grr ..

.. welps imma get outta here .. gotta finish getting ready for work .. LEAVE COMMENTS PLEASE ..

MyRtLe BeAcH!!

.. he was sleep on the beach!! ..

.. we look mad .. but the sun was in our eyes ..

.. hahaha .. i whooped his butt in mini golf!! haha .. and i got 2 hole in ones!! ..

.. its not that fast but i always wanted to do it .. haha .. its better then Gabbies picture that she has of us going 6o the whole way to Holden beach .. haha ..

.. it had just got done storming!! .. but it was pretty!! ..

.. well ... had a really good time .. got rained on while playing golf .. but its all good .. got lost a bunch of times .. but found our way home .. it was a lot of fun ..

.. life is grand .. couldnt be any happier than i am now .. im probably not going to keep up with this thing .. i mean who really reads it .. and who really cares what i have to say or my life ? .. ha !? .. who cares .. cause im happy and thats all that matters .. ive found my happiness within a special someone .. nobody could ever come close to the way he makes me feel .. or the times that we have together .. the laughter .. the tears .. the smiles .. the frowns .. the talks .. the arguements ( yeah everyone has them ) .. the good .. the bad .. just everything is sooo WoNdErFuL .. and nobody will ever take this feeling away from me .. he is my heart .. my soul .. my everything .. and im sure he and everyone else knows who he is .. and if you dont .. its MY Mr. Lou Gary Gibbs !! =) .. thanks for everything sweetheart!!

.. I fall in love with you just thinking about you, remembering all the memories we've made.. falling in for the first time, staying in love during the rough times, finding more to love about each other every day. & whenever I think about all the wonderful things that lie ahead of us, I fall totally & completely in love with you all over again. ..